somewhere over the rainbow

Heylo!!!

2009-12-12T21:26:09Z

Pffff, sorry... I kinda disappeared the last month or so.... I'm still here, I promise!! Uhm, I've been sick a lot lately, and haven't really had a whole lot to update about..... Went to the doctor this week and got my blood drawn for the first time..... (It was awful >_<) I actually threw up yesterday and this morning, and we're wondering if I'm sick, or if it's a reaction to a medicine I started taking yesterday......

Anyways, I started re-reading Deathly Hallows finally.... And today is my boyfriend's 18th birthday! And next Saturday is our 6 month anniversary.... Wow, 6 months already???? I know that's not very long, but it's gone by so fast....

So, meme time.

Yay! lol
Did this last year, I'll go ahead and do it again this year.

Go to your calendar and post the first sentence of the first entry of every month for the year. Skip memes if possible.

January
Happy New Years, you guys!

February
I kinda went MIA for a little bit there, sorry. XP

March
My mom is so fucking hormonal.

April
What happened with Tom?

May
SOOOO. Was reading the third book of Wraeththu... And I'm on like, page 545, right?

June
I went to TH's new site for the first time just now, and it started loading normally...

July
Tom: Who was that sheep I saw you with last night?

Bill: That was no sheep, that was my spouse!

August
Since half the websites I go to are phasing out the version of IE I use.... I downloaded Mozilla Firefox! :D

September
That's right, it's official.

October
Hey, can I get you guys' opinion on something I did last night?

November
I have not updated recently. Partly because I feel like no one reads, even though I ~~hope~~ know that's not true.

December
Pffff, sorry... I kinda disappeared the last month or so.... I'm still here, I promise!!

(Yeah, I kinda cheated and used this post as my December one.... lol)

Oooooooh~

2009-11-15T19:27:22Z

Stole this from melonbutterfly . Thought it might be fun IF I GET RESPONSES THAT IS. D:

1. Leave a list of fictional characters in your journal that you would love to get a message from.
2. It is your friend-list's mission, should they choose to accept it, to write you an in-character "comment" from a character on that list.

My list:

-L
-Yagami Light
-Amane Misa
-Ishida Uryuu
-Severus Snape
-Hermione Granger
-Luna Lovegood
-Fred and/or George Weasley
-Lestat
-Mojo Jojo
-Bubbles
-Ed (Edd, Ed and Eddy)
-Maes Hughes
-Envy
-Spock
-Captain Jack Sparrow
-Willy Wonka
-Cyrano de Bergerac
-Thero
-Micum Cavish

I made the list a little bit long in the hopes that someone would find at least one character they think they could write as..... Come on, make my day. Sundays suck! Mak

Writer's Block: Name your talent

2009-11-15T19:09:01Z

If you could have one extraordinary talent, what would you choose and why?

Submitted By blackhole12

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Oooooooh...... I'd have to choose to be an amazing artist. I enjoy improving in my writing, which would be my second choice, too much to just suddenly be awesome at it.
My art, however...... I'm sick of struggling. My creative process dies when it comes to my drawings. I have no creativity anymore. ):

So yeah. I would love to be an extraordinary artist. That would make me happy. ^o^

Okay.

2009-11-14T21:14:06Z

I have not updated recently. Partly because I feel like no one reads, even though I ~~hope~~ know that's not true.

So. The biggest thing on my mind right now (not including my bf 'cause he always is) is Christmas. Like, how I'm gonna deal with that seeing as how I'm starting to run a little low on moolah. Actually, December is kind of a big month for me. I've got my boyfriend's birthday, our 6 month anniversary (which is big for me) and Christmas. All within a 2 week time period.

My mom had a really good idea, that I'm definitely going to have to look into. My boyfriend's goal is to be a firefighter, and he's totally into it. Like, he's wanted to be one his whole life. So my mom thought it might be a good idea to go down to our local firestation, and ask if there's anything they can do. Like have him hang out there for a couple hours, go on the firetruck, whatever. I think it might be a good idea, but..... I don't know. For a little kid that would be awesome, but I'm not so sure about for a boy who's turning 18 in a month. What do you guys think?? I really would like feedback on this. Also let me know if you have any other ideas. ^o^

On another note.... I turned in a job application last Sunday. I haven't heard back from them yet, (maybe I should check my e-mail! lol) so I don't know. I really don't want to work, but I kind of do need the money. So I'm partially hoping I get the job, and partially hoping I don't. Meh.

I feel really girly right now. Like, seriously. I got some new deodorant yesterday, and body spray with the same scent. So I used both of those a little while ago, plus I put lotion on my legs. I've got a kind of cute outfit on, and I'm probably gonna do my hair (kinda).

What has the world come to????? lol

Now I'm just waiting, and hoping, for my boyfriend to text me back. I want to hang out with him today......

So yeah. Some big things have happened that I'm not going to talk about, but just know that my life is pretty dang good right now. I'm amazed, and still kinda expecting to wake up from a dream soon, but I'm happy. :)

So yeah. Feedback of some kind would be awesome.

Learning things!

2009-10-13T05:07:12Z

Yay!!!

So I've been meaning to start learning Korean for FOREVER.... and finally started tonight!!!! I'm not going to tell my bf (it's his first language) until I know a bit...

But yeah, I look forward to surprising him with that, hope it makes him happy. At least just a little.

Anyways... I was on that website, right? And I saw a link that read 'Korean friends' and was all wtf. So I clicked on it and it took me to an advertisement for a website.... Apparently this site is for 'learning language friends' 'find pen pal' and 'find love'.
Wow.
I decided to sign up, though, for the first couple options. It might be fun to have a pen pal. (((Lina *poke*, I still never got that letter lol)))

(btw: downloaded Japanese, Chinese and Korean language packs today!!!!! ^o^)

Other than that.......... Uhm.. My parents went out of town this weekend, and I stayed 2 nights at my friend's house. That was really cool, since I've never stayed there before. Even though I'm over there all the time. Pff. lol

I'm enjoying (most of) my classes in school... Sorta made some new friends, but mostly just kept the old ones. Who knows how that will go.

I really really really want to go see Alice in Wonderland when it comes out!!!! I don't really like Ann Hathaway, but Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter are my two favorites. LOVE them in Sweeney Todd!!! <3
But yeah, that looks like fun. *pokes icon*

If I think of something else to say, I will have to say it another time. I am going to bed. Gute nacht... お休みなさい... 잘 자요... 好睡...
Good night.

Wow.

2009-10-06T01:48:53Z

I'm participating for the first time ever in...........

♥The Anonymous Fluffathon♥

I've never done one of these 'anonymous blankathon' things before, and I feel happy. Haven't decided if I'll write anything yet (though I love some of the prompts!!) but I will make a few requests.... :)

GO. PARTICIPATE. HAVE FUN.
NO.
HAVE FLUFF.
8D

opinion

2009-10-01T20:14:05Z

Hey, can I get you guys' opinion on something I did last night?

For the record, let me say that I have no idea what I'm doing when it comes to photo editing/graphics. But I still think this looks sorta cool.....

http://i36.tinypic.com/2qckmk5.jpg

Seriously, though. I kinda really want feedback. I asked my mom, and she said the buildings looked like trees. o___o"

Fuck.

2009-09-27T18:35:26Z

So much for that.

I got kicked out again.

AGAIN.

And I got so much closer this time.

FUCK FUCK FUCK. T____T

Whatever.
I'm gonna go shower and then spend the rest of the day cleaning.
So much for today being a good day.

Sorry for the emo/pissed off-ness. OTL||||||

Habbo

2009-09-27T18:17:21Z

I'm rather pissed off, currently.

Tokio Hotel is doing a chat thing on Habbo, from 12:00 to 12:45. It is now 12:13 and I'm still waiting to get in.

Why does that make me angry?

BECAUSE I ALREADY HAD TO WAIT EARLIER.

In order to get in you have to wait in a queue. Logged on earlier, queue was about 800. I was patient, and waited. Once I was almost in, about about 170, something happened. I don't know what, but suddenly I was no longer in the queue. I held down my anger as I reopened the page, hoping my place would still be there.

But no. I was back at 800, with 15 minutes to go until the chat started. I was very unhappy.

So now I'm back down to...... 200. If it doesn't do the same thing again, I'll actually get in before they leave. Unless it starts going slower or something.

Ugh, this just really pisses me off. It figures though, the first time I try to attend one of their chat things something like this happens..... *sigh*

I'll let you know later if I get in or not. OTL||||

Shuffle Meme

2009-09-15T21:25:03Z

1. Open your library (iTunes, winamp, media player, iPod)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. New question– press the next button
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool

And the soundtrack of Jessica's life is......

Opening Credits: What I've Done - Linkin Park

Waking Up: Barracuda - Heart

First Day At School: No Boy, No Cry - 6th Naruto opening (idk)

Falling in Love: California Girls - Beach Boys

Breaking Up: I have no idea what the hell this song is, but it's Korean and it's fucking hilarious. XD I'll go ahead and do the next song though..... Kiss The Baby Sky - DBSK

Prom: The Saga Begins - Weird Al

Life’s Okay: Just A Lil Bit - 50 Cent

Mental Breakdown: Bu Wan Zheng De Xuan Lu - Wang LeeHong

Driving: Feel - Matchbox 20

Flashback: Tanz Mit Laibach - Laibach

Getting Back Together: Letting You Go - BoA (wut? lol)

Wedding: Hitchki - Idk...

Birth of a Child: Pump It - Black Eyed Peas

Final Battle: Rising Sun - DBSK

Death Scene: Undead - Hollywood Undead (haha zombies maybe?)

Funeral Song: Kiss Me Thru The Phone - Soulja Boy (?)

End Credits: Forever Or Never - Cinema Bizarre

Like, none of these fit. XD oh well.
Plus, I had to skip a ton that don't have titles on them. Most of them didn't have artists, either. XDD OH WELL.

meckikun @ 2009-09-13T09:34:00

2009-09-13T15:39:39Z

The last couple days have been stressful.

On Thursday my boyfriend's mother kicked him out of the house because he wouldn't dump me. Friday he packed up his stuff and went to a friends house. Yesterday he went home and worked it all out.

So, idk. It hasn't been fun, really.

But today we are going up to Oktoberfest, and hopefully he is coming with us. Either way, it should be tons of fun. ^o^

Uhm..... Other than that.... Well, after all that everything else seems kinda pointless to say. hah

Oh, I know. I've now watched the second, third, and fourth Star Trek movies. Did I mention this already?
Anyways... I flipped at the end of the second, cried at the beginning of the third, and smiled through the entire fourth. XDD

I really want to watch the first one now, but I'll have to find it somewhere. My dad doesn't have it because he didn't like it that much. ._____.
BUT I WANT IT~

So yeah.

Writer's Block: The truth is out there ...

2009-09-12T20:30:26Z

If someone discusses UFOs at a party, do you assume they're a visionary or bonkers? Do you consider yourself a believer or a skeptic?

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I'M A BELIEEVERRR~ /lolphail

No, really. If you honestly think that in a universe that supposedly goes on forever, our planet contains the only intelligent life that exists.... I think you might need to get your head checked.

Contact with alien species, however, is slightly less likely. I think it may happen, eventually, though. I only wish it would happen during my lifetime. :)

Star Trek

2009-09-08T02:03:53Z

That's right, it's official.

WUT.

Watched some episodes of William Shatner/Leonard Nimoy Star Trek (thanks dad!!) and OMG. XDD

I LOVE EEEEEEET~

I knew I would, but UNH.

Especially the last one I watched. It had this lava carpet monster thing in it..... And Spock was all 'it's the last of it's kind don't kill it!' but then Kirk ran into it and Spock was like 'Jim! You're in danger, kill it!!!!!!1!!!one!!11'

That made me laugh.

But really. Mr. Spock makes the little gay boy in me quite happy~

Plus, I got to watch him act all silly and hang upside down in a tree. Kirk was all 'wut'
The only downside to that episode was that Spock made out with some chick. D: WTF

But yeah. My dad has different episodes on 3 VHS tapes, as well as the 2nd, 3rd and 4th movies. *dies*
HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS?????? O_____o

In other news. Talked to my boyfriend earlier. He told me he hung out with his ex gf last night, which I already knew about. And was mostly fine with.
But he told me today that she kissed him and said she wanted to get back together.

What? D:
He told me he was confused, and I was like 'wtf do you mean you're confused?'
Asked him if he still liked her, he said no. He just wasn't sure what to do, though he's decided to tell her they're going to just stay friends.
Not entirely sure how I feel about that, I don't think I like this girl very much. .________.

Anyways, I was sick earlier, feel better now.... And I'm gonna go watch some more Star Trek. 8DDDD
Maybe later I'll make an update that isn't almost entirely about ST. LOL

urban dictionary meme

2009-09-01T21:42:36Z

Stolen from undrockroll

Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to eachquestion in the search box, then write the FIRST MOST AMUSING ORSTRANGE definition it gives you.

1. Your name - Jessica - a woman i know who is incredibly sexy and i love her so much. she is the most amazing person alive and if you dont think so you deserve to die. amazingly there are some people who actually dont like her. but thats just because they're jealous and they're all asses anyway so no one cares about them. jessica deserves everything in the world and id do anything for her. ill never leave her side and i'll always be her best friend. ex: Me - Dude, I love Jessica.

Friend - Me too. Who doesn't?
Me - Stupid fuckers that's who.

2. Your age - 17 - also known as the spread eagle position. ex: last night i had kathy in the 17.

3. One of your friends - Krystal - A female anthropomorphic vixen from the 'Starfox' game series. ex: 'Krystal was so hot in StarFox Assault...'

4. What should you be doing? - Drawing - to be acting like a phony or being someone your not. ex: damn that niggas drawing.

5. Your favorite color - Rainbow - A game where a group of girls use different coloured lipstick to make rings along the length of a boy's penis with their lips. Usually done by girls too young to give head. ex: After they gave the boy a rainbow, his penis looked like a candy cane!

6. Last person you talked to - Boyfriend - Non-essential male counterpart. However, with the aid of a magical diamond attached to a golden ring, the boyfriend may transform into a more revered creature named "husband." ex: My boyfriend proposed last night; he's the most amazing man I've ever met. Note: the usage of "man" here indicates status raise.

7. Last thing you drank - Water - Where New Orleans used to be. ex: Water falls from the friking sky you friking dumby, get a life go outside.

8. Your nickname - Jimi - Strangely homosexual boy with a rather small weiner, tends to touch your ears a lot and call you papa.

Most obviously has never touched a woman's vagina.

"Tum here papa!"

"Wtf...are you doing Jimi?"

(attempts to touch ear)

Some of these seriously made me lol. Go do this, I command you! 8D

effort

2009-08-30T21:17:07Z

I've noticed recently that if I don't make the effort of contacting people, it won't happen.

If I want to hear from someone, I have to reach out. I rarely hear from the people I care the most about. I first noticed about a year and a half or so ago, when I got sick of calling my friend all the time. So I decided I wasn't going to call her anymore, and she's only called me once or twice since. We talk online occasionally, (usually when I message her) but yeah. I haven't called her since that day, except for big stuff.

It really proved something to me.

Even my boyfriend. I know that if I don't text him, I most likely will not hear from him. I was going to wait today and not text him, just to see if I would hear from him. But then I gave up, knowing I wouldn't.

It does hurt a lot, but mostly it just makes me feel like a pest. I hate that I have to text or call or whatever people all the time. I feel like if they wanted to talk to me, they'd message me. I feel like I'm bugging people.

It goes further than that, too. Instant messaging, email, most websites, and even IRL.

I don't know, it's just really bugging me today.

And my mom being a brat isn't really helping. ._____.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2009-08-23T19:23:28Z

You Are Level-Headed and Trustworthy

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
~~You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.~~
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

~~You are usually the best at everything ...~~ you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

That was actually mostly spot on.
Weird.

Woo!

2009-08-18T22:44:31Z

Tomorrow my parents are leaving for two days, and my friend and I are staying here.

I imagine it will be fun tiemz.

That's all, really. Don't have anything else to say.

BUT. YOU can say something!
What crazy shenanigans do you think we will or should get up to while we have the house to ourselves? 8D

It's official.

2009-08-14T21:33:40Z

Technology hates me.

Really, truly, loathes me.

My parents decided to let me have internet back on my laptop, and I was quite happy. Sure, it's old, it's slow. But it works.

So I opened a word processor document and started writing for the first time in a while. I was really enjoying it, and loved how the story was turning out.

So what does my laptop do?

Freeze up. Beyond saving. I couldn't do anything except shut it down and restart.

Did I lose my story?

Why yes, I did.

Am I angry about that?

WHY YES, I AM.

Why does this always happen to me? I've lost track of how many stories I've started and then lost because technology decided to hate me that day. Not to mention when my computer crashed a year or two ago and I lost EVERYTHING. Including several WIP stories. BLECH.

Technology hates me. It's not just computers, either. The tv does stupid stuff sometimes, cellphones, video games... You name it, it probably hates me.

T___T

Now excuse me as I go cry in my bedroom.

Writer's Block: I Love My Body Because…

2009-08-13T19:01:26Z

Why do you love your body?

Sponsored by Body by Victoria® from Victoria's Secret.

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Honestly?

Because my boyfriend loves my body.
That's all there is to it.

I'm an insecure person, and have never really been fond of my reflection.

But he thinks I'm beautiful, and it has made me feel a lot better about myself.

So yeah. Just felt like putting something here that would make me smile. ^//////^

sigh.

2009-08-13T18:54:29Z

Deviantart makes me sad.

No, really.

People rarely comment on things I post. At least, it feels like it. I don't care so much on my fifteen minute oekaki doodles... But on the stuff I put more effort into a little recognition would be nice. I mean I've got like, 50 people watching me, or some obscene number like that.
I try to comment on things that don't get commented, but I can't always because I'm watching 60 something people and that's a lot of art. lol

But really.

I usually get a couple favorites, but no comments. I prefer comments over favorites. Feedback is awesome.

My last piece of art? Posted it on the oekaki where I drew it and got an immediate response. 5 or 6 people commented about how much they loved it, and I had spent only half an hour on it.
I post it on dA? So far; one favorite.
No feedback. Nothing.
I'd be happy if someone commented pointing out things I needed to fix. At least then I'd know someone took the time to really look at it.

Maybe I'm just being whiny, idk. I know a lot of people don't get comments/feedback on their art, and it's wrong. Feedback feels good. I wonder what the point of putting art on a website is, when no one cares about it.
Whatever.

Brandy, you're a fine girl

2009-08-13T03:48:37Z

What a good wife you would be. But my life, my love and my lady.... Is the sea.
I don't know how, but that got stuck in my head a few minutes ago. Strange.

So life is pretty good.

My brother is here, and it's awesome 'cause I haven't seen him in 4 years or so. He's a little strange, not entirely sure how to act around him sometimes... But it's gone fine so far. Happy to have him here.

My boyfriend used the funniest fucking analogy for sex I have EVER heard the other day. It was even funnier coming out of his mouth, because he's just a shy little sweetie. Long story short, though, he said something about a treasure chest and a key... And I think he mentioned searching for it.
I don't know, I was laughing too hard.

On another note, I'm pissed. Got a thing in the mail a while ago from LifeTouch studios saying they were our official school photographer, blah de blah. Went, got pictures taken, and just received the proofs in the mail. My mom called my school and found out that none of the photos taken will work for yearbook or school ID. Apparently it was kind of a scam.
UGH.
But we'll still buy some of the pictures, and I have to go into school tomorrow to get pics taken that they can actually use. Whatever.

My IM thing shows my boyfriend as 'away'. What the hell does that mean? Either he's online or he's not. Maybe he's idle, in which case it should say that.... But really. Away? How do they even know that?
Oh well, guess I'll just wait and see if it changes to online. I would very much like to talk to the boy.

A while ago I was kind of asking for people to add me on IM, but I later on realized that I never gave my email or whatever. You can find me at jimis_boxers@live.com
I'd like to add some friends from on here so send me a request, and it would be awesome if you could tell me who you are. I hate when I get a random friend request somewhere, with no explanation of why I'm being added. lol

If anyone wants to add me on myspace, I've got that, too. ^o^

planet earth turns slowly

2009-08-08T20:17:25Z

I am home from Cali!
I had a lot of fun with my cousins, and am now exhausted. lol

Spent the week staying up impossibly late watching stupid movies, and then quoting them loudly and often.
Plus we swam a bit and ate some food.

And went to a concert in a bar.

LOLNOREALLY.

If you have never heard of the Argyle Pimps. well.... I'm not surprised. But they're amazing!!!! I really suggest them. They have a myspace with some of their songs, and a few of their songs are on youtube.
But they're fun to see live. :)

I'm hoping to hang with my boyfriend today, but he's sorta mia. I say sorta, because according to IM he's online. BUT HE WON'T RESPOND. D:

Oh well, I'm sure he'll turn up eventually. *sigh*

GLAD TO BE BACK, YA'ALL.

Oh and Lina, I wanted to talk to you. COMMENT PLZ.

Letter Meme

2009-08-03T18:55:35Z

Comment and I'll give you a Letter.
Then make a list with 10 things you love that start with that Letter.

I got the letter N from melonbutterfly
(I'm also going to cheat and use other languages. HA)

Nestle - You know, like hot chocolate? lol
Nerds - I am a nerd. AND PROUD OF IT.
Nanpengyou - That would be mandarin for boyfriend. Because I love him <3
NC-17 - lol 'Cause those are the best stories to read! ;)
Nackt - Haha I was looking through my german dictionary just now and found this one. NAKED :D
Neko - Cat!! >3 They're cute...
Nyaa - haha, I love this! It's the sound a cat makes in japanese
Necking - Mmm, this is a fun one
Nile River - I would love to go to Egypt to see the pyramids. And, of course, the Nile!
Novel - Because I love to read :3

N WAS HARD
D:

But yeah, I can give letters to anyone who wants. lol

BTW.
I should be on a plane to Cali atm, but the flight was full. T__T

you you you are~

2009-08-03T04:56:52Z

This is supposed to be done on deviantart, but there are a few questions (sexualprefwtf) that I'm not ready to share with a few peeps on there. *sigh*

-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: Jessica
- Single or taken: Taken ^o^
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: January 20
- Sign: Aquarius/Monkey
- Hair color: currently dyed light blonde
- Eye color: Green, blue, yellow.... Idk
- Height: 5'6" I think
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi. Love is love, baby~

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Hot Topic
- Favorite designer?: BILL KAULITZ /shot
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Hmm.... Idk actually :/
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: jeans and a t-shirt
- What do you usually wear?: jeans and t-shirt lol

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Idk, but it's kiwi&lime *D
- What are you listening to right now?: Love Game by Lady Gaga because it's HOTTT~
- Who is the last person that called you?: my brother
- How many buddies are online right now?: on IM? *checks* none D: (anyone wanna add me? lol)

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: Japanese or anything my friend's mom cooks lol
- Girls' names: Aiko, uhm.... idk XP
- Boys' names: James, Jonathon... GRAH I'm drawing a blank on names that I like D:
- Subjects in school: Chinese
- Animals: Snake, horse, wolf

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: helped w/ my nieces when they were little
- Smoked?: nope
- Bungee jumped?: Nuuuu
- Made yourself throw up?: yes
- Skinny dipped?: no
- Ever been in love?: yes <3
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: not that I can remember...
- Pictured your crush naked?: Possibly. >__>
- Actually seen your crush naked?: no.....
- Cried when someone died?: not really
- Lied: Pishya.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Sorta
- Rejected someone?: Yeah, but I think he was joking anyways
- Used someone?: I don't believe so
- Done something you regret?: Not anymore :)

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: Dir en Grey t-shirt w/ jeans
- Desktop picture: AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER, MAN. (omg they're gonna make a live-action movie of it!!!!!)
- CD in player: A mix I made
- DVD in player: nothing D:

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: probably my mom ugh
- Hugged: Sumera
- You kissed: Dongsuk ^/////^
- You IMed: Sumera (srsly, anyone wanna add me?)
- Talk to online: Sumera
- You sexed it up with: Does it count if the clothes didn't come off? >__>

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: yeah
- Open-minded: very much so
- Arrogant: I don't think so
- Insecure?: yes
- Random?: Actually, I suffer from ADOS. (attention defi-OOH SHINY!)
- Hungry: kinda
- Smart: I'd like to think so ;)
- Moody: OMG YES D:
- Organized: rarely
- Shy: yessss T__T
- Difficult: I can be
- Bored easily: Meh, not really
- Obsessed: yes o_____o
- Angry: YES I HATE THE WORLD /emo
- Happy: at times
- Hyper: Are you kidding me? *runs in circles* when I'm not tired, that is
- Trusting: probably too much OTL

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: roll over and go back to sleep
- Love is: the greatest thing that's ever happened to me
- I dream about: strange things. I wish I could remember them better, man.... lol
- Sexual preference: you already asked that lol
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: If they're looking my way; face/hair. If they're facing the other way; body/ass LOL

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: I don't drink soda. ~~pepsi~~
- Flowers or candy: Candy, I suppose. But I looove flowers~
- Tall or short: Tall, but it's not that big of a deal

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most: Sumera
- Makes you smile: A lot of people do. Who makes me smile when they're not even there? Dongsuk
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Dongsuk. lol<3

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Not IM, persay, but I have...
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yes i__i
- Wish you were younger: younger?: yeah
- Cry because someone said something to you?: yes

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart broken: Never, really. I'm lucky
- Of guys I've kissed: 4
- Of girls I've kissed: 0
- Of CD's I own: too many to count lol
- Of scars on my body: 3

You guys can do it if you want. :)

firefox

2009-08-03T03:32:25Z

Sooooo.

Since half the websites I go to are phasing out the version of IE I use.... I downloaded Mozilla Firefox! :D

But it's pissing me off. 'Cause I have music playing on youtube and it keeps skipping. Which has never really been a problem before. Huh.
Anyone know anything about that? I even opened it up in a new window instead of a new tab... That made it a lot better, but it still skips occasionally. Blech.

Other than that....

I'm going to Cali for about a week. Leaving tomorrow and coming back (hopefully) on Friday.
Plus: my brother is gonna come visit soon!
I'm am beyond excited about that, because I haven't seen him IRL in like.... Almost 4 years.
I've seen pics of him, talked to him (online & phone) but still....

Ugh, my mom is yelling at me because I haven't packed yet, so I guess I better go do that....

Oh, and I uploaded a ton of new icons like I've been meaning to do for a while! :D